Gian and I broke up. I don't know if it's a final decision but for now we're broken up.
We went to a wedding 2 days ago and had a blast. Afterwards he drove me home and asked me why was I acting so different since I came home... we talked for a good two hours and decided it was better for us to end our engagement.
I feel like poo, there's no better way to describe my current emotional status.
I miss him, I love him and I desperately need him but he said that if I want to get back together I should call him and that he'll be there waiting for me. That sounds way to easy for me.
Why did he give me up so easily? Am I not his dream? People don't just give up their dreams like that.
It was all a bit too rational for me, yes we both cried... but he didn't tell me he wasn't about to let go of me or anything like that, he just said "I love you so much I'm willing to let you go"
Excuse me but THAT'S CRAP!
You fight for what you want, you fight for it till there's nothing left to fight for, don't you?
I'm sad... and confused and angry.
He said the ball in on my court but it really isn't, it's on his.
Love,
Gaby